I am blessed to be alive. There have been many times over the years when I have not been overly excited or enthused about life on earth. However the power of light and love has prevailed in my journey thus far! As the years pass me by, I am finding more peace within myself and around me as I learn to create boundaries for my own protection and direction. Surrendering to the infinite power of this magical universe, I am learning to have faith in the process of all tidings as we ride together, as we always have and as we hopefully will continue to do for years to come. I have been many things to many people and to myself over time, of which many of these facades have served me very little. Through all of these stages and varied platforms come lessons and learning and reflection and growing - and evolving. I am blessed to have 3 amazing children who have taught me so much about myself. They inspire me to be more free and remind me via reflections, of who I don't want to be. They are love. Love is all that is real in this lifetime. That is all. My partner has shown me this. I had never experienced such honesty, truth and love as what I share with him. I am blessed. I aspire to delve into my creative waters again very soon. To paint and draw, to sing and dance. To be me. It is easy to lose the essence of self in today's world. I made a big decision today. I demoted myself from store manager of a busy organic health store back down the ranks to an assistant. It was my own choice. I choose life. It's too short. I crave to be happy and fulfilled on all the levels it means to be human. I have taken the leap of path to satisfy my soul. I wonder how I will financially make it but I will. I have faith in the process. In deep gratitude for life and love and connection, I give thanks for being alive. Even when the tunnel is black I know in my heart there is light within and beyond what the eye can see. Set yourself free.

Jax